It's nearly Halloween!!

Hello!! :)

It seems like forever since I last posted! So much has happened. I will update you with my mad life soon, but today I want to share something personal with you. I wrote a poem, which I always do when I feel down. It's like Adele and her sad songs lol.

So, here it is:

A tear tells a story that's hard to define
It's meaning's confusing and sometimes disguised
Even I don't know why I choose to hide
On days when all I want to do is cry

I try so hard to please everyone
But who tries to please me?
Some people don't care that I'm only human
Falling apart for me is normal

Emotions rise like a roller coaster
Then crash back down into darkness

Some days I think about getting away
But what am I running away from?
I know that I want my space
But I don't ever want to be alone

I question my life and my choices
I ask God for guidance
I question why I get so down
But life's just a game of chances
Sometimes it's good and sometimes it's not
But it's a fun adventure that I love.


Believe it or not, I'm a happy person. I'm just fragile. Everyone has scars, but mine doesn't show.

Anyway, thank you for reading this.

Shanice x